It's like i went work just now. Really hoping you were there. But you are not. Feeling kinda down. Yeah. i smiled, to the customer. not anyone else. the smile, just so fake. thinking. how come they are working and you are not. after end work. went to meet friend. She teach me how to fold heart shape with straw. The very moment i thought of you. it's not easy while learning suddenly i thought of if i could not learn it and do nice nice. scare you don't like and throw it away. the tear, just roll down the cheeks . Just so scare of many things. I wanna do as many as i can. Hope one day when we meet. could give it to you. just so scare. so many things. will you accept?? ):