Hello hello, 

Its May 2026, on my last post I said I was gonna resign. But guess what, I'm still here at the same company somehow. But changed a department, learned a new role. I use to take 20mins to travel to work but now its an hour and a half. But on the bright side, people seems nicer here. It's been a good 1.5 years since the transferred. Time passes so fast.. Everything seems so... sudden. 

Overall life seems to be okay, but love life seems like a mess . Liked this colleague (I know I shouldnt again). But well it was short lived (about a year?) & I am glad. He met another girl and got together quickly. He often comes to me for advices on date ideas and gift ideas then MIA he goes, once he got an idea/answer. Not sure what to think about that but initially it hurt. But now it just feels kinda dumb. I am making so much effort for his love life. He tried asking me to go on a double date w him and his gf when I dont even have a date.

Still unsure about life sadly, not sure whats in the future. Not even sure of the present. Just living day to day. Trying to make things work, trying to make some sense into life. What does life actually mean anyway. 

Hopefully I will be back with some good news in the near future(?)

Good Luck ~